I don't know what am I even doing here wasting the supposedly precious time I have to finish up my essay on Othello. Hate it, I know I sond bloody whiny and everything but I have no idea how to epress myself? Saying that I'm feeling stressed is so... like wth it's not even the major exams yet so who am I kidding. Everyone else is coping fairly well, so what's my stupid excuse?
Maths lessons have been unbearable. Never fail to make me feel even worse about whatever I know(or mostly don't know). Telling others how I feel doesn't help cuz I don't feel any better. Recently I've been awake every single lecture, every single tutorial, paying attention and trying my best. But heck, I haven't been feeling any better. Nothing seems to be going right now. I don't like having to smile everyday in school just so people won't keep asking what's wrong. Penting all my frustrations deep down, am really afraid one day I might just break down.
Catherine why are assignments so incredibly hard to complete? Why can't you just be more disciplined and know when it's time for work and not just sleep and relaxation, for goodness sake. Stop being angry at yourself, just wake up and get working on everything you know you have to. Damn it.
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Cat! Don't stress ok! Breathe in and breathe out! Take a deep breath, ok back to work!
My dear cat!!! I know the years damn stressful, you're not the only one. trust me. I;ve been like that too. I blew up at anyone! Even danny! But girl, it's going to be over in a blink of an eye. really.
Take things one step at a time ok! Don't look at things you don't know, it'll make u stress, Look at things u already know. Gain back the confidence, and then start revising or start learning from scratch the things you don't know. That's what I've been doing too. Babe, really, don't feel angry at yourself.
Jiayou :) And press on!
thanks belinda, no one can deny you're a true blue awesome friend who understands me.
i'll take your advice and try my best, really. love you and hope to see you around sometime soon k babe. :)
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