Wednesday, March 25, 2009

working on it...

Guess what, I'm late for school again today. Yes, Again. As Usual.
I hate it when it happens, and much as I don't like it, I can't help it. Okay wait I know I can't really say that cuz I actually can help it. I think I kinda chose to wake up late(to get more sleep, duh). So okay fine, the fault's mine. =S

This thing is getting so bad that I always wake up in the morning with the same "crap, I think I'm late for school again" thought and glance at the time on my phone, confirming what I was thinking. Ugh I want to be on time!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay will sleep early tonight, promise.
Goal of the year: to sleep before.. 12(?) every night. Hope that's enough.

Didn't want to come to school alr actually since I was late, but the thought of training dragged me here. It's tiring just thinking about training though I know it's so not vigorous at all compared to other sports. A'Div is nearing and somehow I'm a little worried for my team, really hope they'll buck up.

Anyway it's been 3 months since christmas and I think I'm happy with how things are between us. I like the way we understand each other(okay more or less la huh) and are ultimately willing to give in. I like someone's singing too, haha. Although anniversaries this time round aren't all that eventful, I think the love is what's most important and I treasure all that I have now. <3>Oh and if you're wondering why I'm actually blogging at a time like this, it's cuz my first lesson of the day is.. Lit. And no way I'm going to class and get scolded for interrupting the lesson yada yada so I thought I might as well just come to the library to slack and yes, use the com. I feel happier this way too. =)

p/s. Happy 3rd, my dear♥

Saturday, March 14, 2009

A Break, At Last.

Today's finally the last day of term 1! Thank goodness. We finally get to take a week's break before our next 2 H2 papers when school reopens. Actually I think we got scammed cuz we still have to return to school on Monday and Tuesday for lessons. So.... Omg yes I think we really got scammed!!! :(

Anyway today's been quite a nice day, being the last day of the term and all. Most importantly I met up with aunty and pris for lunch. Really miss aunty so much. Glad to see she's still so adorable and cheerful, and so sweet as always. Talked a little about my parents and the situation at home.. Guess that was the only sucky part. And everything else went well. Happy to have given aunty a hug before we headed our separate ways. :)

Sigh, I know it's wrong to have the thought of how nice it would be if she was my mum or if my mum was like her. But I really feel that way. Mum's getting so temperamental these days, even breathing a beat too fast would probably be enough for her to blow her top. I don't know what's wrong if you can't ever calm down and talk to me, Mum. Why don't you try controlling your anger and adopt more reasonable habits? It's not that difficult, all you have to do is try. I don't like coming back everyday to an empty home, totally devoid of the family warmth and love.

On a lighter note, everytime I see you I'm reminded of how blessed I am to have someone to genuinely want to care for me. Someone who never hesitates to show his love through little actions that never fail to make my day. I love you baby. Thanks for always being there for me.

Friday, March 06, 2009

The reason I like Econs tutorial.

We get to use the com lab!!! And that's why I'm here, duh. (:

Anyway today's a really big day for the previous batch of J2s and all who took their A'Levels last year. Best of luck to all of them, prayed for them and hopefully they'll come through elated with their awesome results. (: I really hope yc'll do well too. It's his second attempt and though he didn't exactly study the hardest, I have faith in him cuz he's a really smart boy. Also for dear bel who's been really really hardworking (seeing how hard she studies every morning in the car on the journey to school last year). You'll all do well so fret not. Can't wait to see bel later. Hope she'll be smiling. OR laughing. and nothing else. =)

K tutorial's ending so bye bye. Miss D, looking forward to seeing him tmr. <3