new ranting outlet!

hey guys, thanks for reading this space!
I've got a livejournal account so I guess I'll be posting there more often now. Since not many know about this space, it'll still be kept private while the other one's like a public one. So yeah, this blog wont be as actively posted but it's not dead!

See y'all around :)
http://catcaper.livejournal.com

Wake Me Up Inside

I'm still awake! Omg luckily tmr's paper is in the afternoon.
Must start on Great Ex soon!!! Okay NOW.

Worn out and almost dead.

I don't know why I blog more frequently during this critical period where my nose should stay in my notes but well, here I am.

Literature is tmr, and I dread it like hell. Firstly, I haven't finished reading my year2 text and don't plan to. Will probably just read whatever notes I have and bank all my hopes on them for tmr. Hopefully I can even finish reading the notes, otherwise I can bid farewell to my H1, like Othello did to his occupation and honour.

Anyway thanks to all who've been here for me all this while, you all know who you are haha. Don't want to say who in case I miss out anyone but yeah ALL of you <3 To the special one who's always been there to comfort me when I'm beat from studying, to listen when I whine and to tolerate the rubbish I blabber when I'm feeling unstable, I love you and really appreciate you for this. Hope you're asleep now, and pls don't nag at me when you see this post, I'm just taking a break from reading the notes my tutors posted online. Want to end off with a picture tonight, realised this stupid space is devoid of pictures, I see alr also sian. Here's one with dearest Miffy :))


Good night!

The end is near.

Or rather, here.

Technically speaking, today's sunday 8th Nov, which means our long anticipated phy geog paper is TOMORROW!!!! :(
It all seems so quick and so.. sudden. Just awhile ago, we were all still fooling around and feeling contented with our mediocre prelim results. Now that the real thing is here, I feel awful. So unprepared, so much I could've done but didnt, so helpless now.

I have no idea why stress and the sense of urgency never gets to me till the very last moment, for example now. Just last week, I was still happily camping on fb and letting time slip past me and now, This.

Promise, I'm gonna make the best out of whatever time I have left now till my papers. Am not being emo or whining here, just penning down my feelings ok. Hopefully some intelligent being will love me enough to let a miracle happen to me this exams. Pray everyone else is doing better and hanging on there. All the best my dear friends. <3

Eighteen!!

Whoooooo I'm finally 18! It's not the age and whatever I'm legal to do that matters, it's really my friends and loved ones, and whatever they've done to me. To everyone who sent their well wishes, thank you and to the dear dear dear people who celebrated my birthday yesterday, i love y'all! :)

It wasn't anything major and WOW but still, I felt loved and appreciated. I'm thankful for each and everyone of you and if possible, I'd love all of us to stay happy this way. Thanks for making the effort to prepare the food and everything, just spending time tgt makes me happy alr :)

Baby this is for you. Thank you for making my day really special although I'm sorry I was too full for the cake. I love your present and you for taking time off your rest to spend the night with me. You summed up the awesome day I had, with so much love. hee <3

Trouble's Brewing.

Everything's finally out, but seems like the outcome is undesirable as expected.
However much I've been dreading the tension going on in school, now that things are made clear, I don't feel anymuch better. Instead I feel the tension's gonna get worse.

Thank god I won't be in school tmr. Down with bad throat and blocked nose. Good luck, poor bird. Be brave! :) I really pray for everything to take another turn for the better. The drastic change is killing us all and till we find out what caused it and make things better, they'll stay this way. And it sucks.

Gonna see the doc tmr, hopefully the throat will get better and I'll be back in school on tues! Why do I even seem excited zzz. I'm not.

For someone really EXTRAordinary, pls keep your ugly nose buried in your books/notes whatever and quit poking it into others' affairs. Your EXTRA help is uncalled for and therefore unappreciated. Stop acting like you care when you don't. The only credit you get is making things worse. It all goes to you, hope you're happy now suckerrrrrrrr.

Screw this.

Do/Say whatever you want, whatever you like, whatever you're capable of. I'm too tired to care anymore, maybe I shouldn't even be wasting time on people who aren't even worth it.

Go ahead side with your favourite, since you two are on the same side. Yeah just go against me, see if I care. Maybe I do, but I'll learn not to. You're providing me awesome training anyway.