The swine's got me! kidding.

Dear diary,
it's been ages since i last updated this space. Been really busy and this time it's true. "Lazy" does not exist in my life now. At least, it CANNOT cuz otherwise i'd be doomed. '

Running a mild fever today, kinda glad cuz it gives me the chance to stay home and let my hair down for these few precious hours before hectic school life attempts to kill me again tmr.

Today, I found out things about my own family which I never knew. My dad complains that no one at home cares about him. But according to my brother he has no right to complain cuz when my brother was young, he fell sick in the middle of the night and went to wake my dad. Shockingly, all my dad did was to send him back to his room to sleep. :O
i never knew sth like that ever happened.. dad, if this is true you're really at fault and this could be why your dear son holds the hatred in his heart so many years after the incident. i guess nothing much can really heal the hurt you've caused to your son who was then young and innocent, and looked up to you. Now if you ever asked me what you've done to deserve this, i'd disagree if you said it was a sin from your past life. because it is one commited in your present life, a wound in your son's heart that can probably never heal. It may seem like a trivial event to you, but you know, kids remember these for life. It's too late to make up for anything now, I hope if there is ever an afterlife, you'll learn from this mistake, and try your best to treat the people you love with much more genuine care. i still love you dad. pls dont let me down.

this blog is pathetic. kinda.

I realised I only have 75 posts in total! Since last year, damn. Thanks to me being buzy (and lazy).

Today's a happy day, met up with a dear friend Priscilla Siah XinYi. Love how I always feel comfortable around her and how genuinely natural she is (although she gets a little high at times). Had a great time shopping and dining tgt, I think we should do that more often! But probably only can after the major exam. Liberation awaits, yes!! :)

Met Eileen today too. She was flustered as usual cuz she had to rush off somewhere else and came just to pass me this cute notepad thingy with a note inside for me. So sweet right! Thanks babe you really never fail to make me smile. So cute! No wonder KL likes you, haha ;D

As for Arica, I really hope you get well soon. It's a pity you wont be in school tmr so we cant celebrate your birthday :( BUT...... we're going to your place to surprise you at midnight so I hope you wont be asleep though you should be resting la. Hope your parents wont be mad at us for turning up in the middle of the night too lol. Am kinda excited, see you tmr though you wont know. Stop worrying that we'll forget your birthday, silly. You're too impt for that to happen! :)

Love you all, plus the one who's watching Harry Potter with his boss now. <3

Double Trouble

Realised it's been ages since I last blogged. Been busy, or rather, lazy. Okay I think more of lazy.

BT2 is finally over but somehow I don't feel that relieved. I mean, why should I since I know very well that I didnt put in much effort therefore not deserving good results. Really need to buck up buck up buck up. Sorry donny cuz I think you'll probably be disappointed with my maths results too. You were awesome, I was just too lazy. Hopefully I'll screw BT2 up and itll serve as my wake-up call. Though I know for sure how sucky I'll feel. Why why why, even seeing everyone else around me mug their ass off I just can't be motivated.

And, arica and erica is giving me a headache! How,bird!!! Although A says she's gonna celebrate it with her family, she's bound to feel sad. I feel really bad just thinking about it. But then, E will be leaving for the states! If we don't go to her farewell cum birthdayI don't know if we'll ever see her again. She was such a nice classmate.. Really wish I could split myself and go for both. Anyway are the plans for friday night still on? Why are things so messed up.

Gonna go fetch my dad from the airport with dear donny later, a good opportunity to introduce them. The thought of letting my dad sleep at the airport while waiting for tmr's train is kinda bad so yeah donny so sweetly agreed to go fetch him yay :) oh and thanks jw for agreeing to lend us the car! You're never gonna read this, ever, but still I hope you and xl will be strong tgt after this time and i really hope things don't get too difficult for you! Whatever it is you'll always have donny and myself ok <3