I want to go to Oxford University. Not just visit it like i did, but really get into the university and study there. I was mesmerized by the university and now I want so badly to be a part of that university. Sigh. But if only I could.
It's a really great aspiration, I know. More than just difficult to achieve. And what's worse is, I can't just make it. My dad won't have money to send me there and pay for the school fees. So if I really want to get there, it means that I have to get a scholarship. Yes a scholarship which is so out of my reach. I don't even think I can do that much better than fellow Singaporeans, much less vie with the imba Chinese scholars or wherever they come from. Sigh.
It's now a dream. It only becomes reality if I make it happen. Or even if it doesn't, I wanna know and be able to console myself that I've done my best.
Okay it's 3.51am now I have no idea why I'm up and writin this random post but yeah, bye.
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