Romeo, Save Me

Sorry long time no blog, I know. Been really really busy with the online boutique. zzz.

Saturday's A's birthday celebration:)
But guess what, when I told yc about it, his reply was "so you're not meeting me?" Oh please, can't you for once say sth like "Okay go ahead, hope you have fun :)" Wouldn't that have been a whole lot better? You ought to learn, my dear. To be independent. I'm your girlfriend, not your nanny. Came online, and you were all sad and down. Said you were stressed and tired.. And lonely(I seriously hope you weren't hinting abt satucrday). Told you to rest, asked you what happened. Waited for so long and all you could say was "dunno". I won't know what to do like this, right?

I wish you weren't so dependent. I wish you could grow up and really, be a man. One who can support himself, not always having to rely on me, be it emotionally or whatever. I once told you thta you cant rely on me forever and what you said, I didn't have much to counter. "Why, but you'll always be with me what right. So I can always rely on you." Speechless, yes.

I really like all my friends so much better. You know, the more you show reluctance and dejection whenever I hang out with them, the more I feel that I should go out with them and not let you restrict me. Since you claim you know me very well, shouldn't you know I'm not the compliant kind by now. How about the days I woke up early just to send you off to exams, when I waited for you to finish your exam just to go home with you. Isn't that time spent tgt. And youknow, the time we spend tgt is 21854846329 times more than other couples. Overdose isn't it. In case you didn't know, overdose kills, no matter of what.

p/s. Sorry for the neglect for like, 20 days dear diary. =/