I guess this is the end.

Hello.

I'm feeling weird now, not sure how exactly I should be feeling.

I. Lim's got a new girl. I feel happy for him and of course, they have my blessings. Why then, do I have this tinge of sourness in my heart? Sigh. I know I should be happy for him, his girl is pretty and sweet and I want them to be happy tgt, if possible to live happily ever after. But somehow I feel lost. Those memories are rushing back all at once and I miss them. Seeing him so proud of their pictures and her as his girl, I can't help but feel a little sadness. I realize I kinda miss him. As a friend, or maybe a little more? Probably a really really good friend I once had.

I wonder if he remembers the stuff he once said to me even after I left, that I'd be his one and only in his life and he'll love no one else. He probably forgot about it after the little accident he had. And no, I can't expect him to fulfil those promises. That's too selfish. Maybe I should be happy he still remembers me. Maybe not what we've went through, but probably as a friend. That's good enough(I guess).

Ivan please please do not return to your old ways. If you love her, you musn't let her shed a tear. I hope you'll treasure her, since you said she's the love of your life. Do all you can for her and give her the happiness no one else can give.

I guess the jar of hearts will be put behind, kept in past memories. Take care, my dear friend.
I'll cheirsh what I have now, and so will you.



like it says, "once upon a time.."