School's over for this term, not counting Teachers' Day celebration tomorrow cuz I won't be turning up anyway. I'd rather return to my secondary school, although I don't exactly know why. Is there anyone or anything in there that's worth me remembering? I don't know. My secondary school days weren't exactly wonderfully awesome. Thanks to M, for all the backstabbing. But still, I've made some pretty good friends there and yes I have to admit there were good times.
I got to meet people like E, MX, WM, BL and I there. They were good friends, the best I had then anyway. But somehow, I just felt distant at times. In the case of E, she's been my best friend since we were in secondary1. After we were streamed into different classes in secondary 3, we drifted apart(more or less). I don't understand why she has to be afraid of her friends. Afraid they won't like what she's doing. I didn't think she had to lie to hang out with me. Unless she sees me as a disgrace? Nowadays we still keep in contact, once in a while. She said she'll never forget me and I'll be her best friend for life. I wanna believe it so badly. She hardly has time anymore, not for me at least. It's ironic how she's always the one initiating a meetup and ultimately disappointing me with news like she's not free. But E, I still love you(even though you won't be coming back tmr).
MX, WM and BL are funny people to hang out with. I love all of them. They have their own cliques here and there though, and I know it's stupid but I feel insecure. Like somehow they'll leave me for other friends. Gosh I think I'm cynical. A little too much. I'm thankful for WM for always being there for me, BL for always cracking me up and MX for being a great girl friend. I can't wait to see them bunch of friends tmr :) And B, my classmate of 3 years including this year. I'm glad we got to know each other better and became closer friends. I like talking to him cuz he's sensible and genuine. I'm gonna miss him when he's gone :(
As for I, he's a relatively important person in my life(at least through secondary school). He's been with me through most of my ups and downs. I remember the times, and I must admit I do miss those moments sometimes, like between split seconds. I'm pretty sure everyone thinks about people who, in some part of their life, had an impact on them anyway. I's been busy with work recently. I hope. And I wanna wish him all the best for his O'levels this year. I'm sure he'll do well. I want him to be happy, and find his true love someday.
GP assignment time. I'm so gonna hand it up today as a Teachers' Day gift to my GP tutor since I won't be seeing her tmr. She's quite a nice lady actually if she wasn't that boring.
I do believe in innocence and pure joy. I've never given up on my beliefs. I never will.
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